Tailspin
I laid on the aphitheater of the university crying for two hours.
Something inside me broke tonight.
It twisted the the point it could no longer take and snapped in two.
I spent hours sobbing into my own chest, wishing I were dead.
Wishing I could stop the waves and waves of emotions coming over me.
I spoke to my friend, Dayna.
I promised her I would make it home safely.
I did so.
I am so.
I hate being so.
I wish I were gone.
I wish I were no more.
This life is a burden. A travesty.
A tragedy.
A horror.
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I wish I could bundle up any and all the happiness I have stored in my body and hand it to you.